F.M.L

NOTE: This is one of the most heart felt writing of mine . There are two stories related to my real life hidden in it , if only you people can feel the words and assess what are they about . I would like to pardon for any punctuation mistakes which you might find in the content . Your reviews are what matter the most . Criticism and praise are both warmly welcomed . Enjoy the writing and do comment below .




The me you knew till yesterday , is dead now
There does not exist an answer for it , if you are to ask me how ?
I thank you all for crushing my expectations , here from me you all earn a bow
but i know I am reaping all what i did not sow .

Gearing up to speak today , i am breaking all the shackles,
Lets start with F , an undefined beautiful relation which baffles
someone i have trusted with my life has turned into an anon, though negativity is what my heart always stifles
but now i know this wont happen for long ,brainy thoughts are taking over and my heart is loosing all the battles

Thanks for making me realize , i cant expect from someone for whom i never did good
Had it not been for the past few days my brain would still have been sleeping under the hood
Trust me i needed you the most in these days , knowing everything , feeling everything you criminally neglected , this i never thought you would
but had it not been for this from you i would have never realized that an independent survival was possible for me and that even i could.

Taking a twist , now the focus turns
Come to M , legibly laughable it is that i looked for a feel in your emoticons
I felt for you , you took me for granted i expressed to you and you found in it nothing but fun
but i still stood with you knowing you have left deep scars inside , which have caused paining internal burns

I bore it all inside me for months but never justly reacted
I gave you care , i gave you my sleep , i gave you all my attention and found it all kindly rejected
doing some maths , take out the word 'Less' as common and then i can say you were caring, you were feeling  the reason,why now i am dejected .
but you deserve an enormous expression of gratitude, you made me realise to always go by tit for tat and that, for you i wrongly melted .

Cutting the story short , we are somewhere near the ending
L is what is the most important thing now , to be literal it means the life for which i am tending
Free of guilt's , Free of cares the heart has to be at peace and i guess, now right vibes are what it'll be sending
I am at verge of transformation , all I can do is be optimistic while fending .